Hello self and whomever else may find themselves reading this blog. Some people have commented that it is not wise to stop an anti-depressant cold turkey. This is very wise advice doing it with some can be dangerous. I did wean myself off over the course of a couple days. Wellbutrin if not the XR or XL variety has a short half-life so it is out of the body relatively fast while most other anti-depressants have to build up in your system. I have done this before with Wellbutrin and I personally think it has no effect on me other than make me sweat like a malaria patient and act really weird anyway. Well more weird than usual anyway!!
There was a great sermon at church today. If you ever get a chance to go to Renaissance Unity at 11 and Hoover, please do yourself a favor and go at least once. It may just change your life and your relationship with your Higher power. You can check it out on the web first or on Facebook.
Still detoxing I believe and I want to use or have a drink so badly I am pacing and eating everything in sight. I am more psychologically addicted than physically I think. When I am having real feelings any real feelings, I want to use. I have masked and numbed my feelings for so long now it is ingrained in me to reach for a chemical any chemical. This I believe is the key to my recovery, breaking that habit.
Well I am going to watch some Olympics and then the Sunday night animated shows. I have watched them almost every Sunday with one of my buddies since way before he was married and or had kids. Then tonight a midnight 12 step meeting. Enjoy the remainder of the weekend.
Later tater.
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