The title has nothing to do with content of this posting, I was watching SNL so it was on my mind. Things are getting better and better. I am enjoying the longest stretch of continuos sobriety I have had since 2006. It feels great! I'd forgotten what it was like to look forward to the day when I wake up and go to sleep naturally at night. This is the time when I have to be careful. When I am feeling good. I am used to feeling like crap and not having much hope. This feeling good thing kind of scares me. I take comfortin knowing that I can count on the Christ within me and my new friends in the Fellowship to get me through it.
I have been thinking what a strange trip it has been to get to this moment. I know that everything went down the way it did to teach me. Instead of me feeling angry at myself and regretting all that I have missed and all that I have done, I am looking at it positively. I might not have the relationship with my Higher Power that I have now or have learned so much if life had gone the route I originally thought it would at this point in my life. I caused my self and the people I love so much pain. I will not dwell in the past I will make darn sure now and the future is awesome. Thats all I have right now. I think I'll hit the sack.
Have a great night all!
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